I thought I'd write my first ever journal entry on my new Deviant Art account. I gotta say, it feels weird yet nice to be back. I dunno. It's just... interesting.
I did have an account on here before but I went through a bit of a depression throughout the past year and it completely destroyed my inspiration to do anything artsy aside from fashion and beauty.
I didn't want to draw, do any digital art, nothing. I had no ideas, no motivation, I just felt done. I said that I was done and I probably wasn't coming back. I just lost interest in the site and didn't feel the point in beng on a site where I wasn't getting feedback.
I want constructive criticism, I need it in order to become better at what I do.
Yeah, I struggle to call myself an 'artist'. It's a comparison/insecurity thing. I just don't think I'm deserving or worthy enough to call myself such a thing, that there are way more talented people out there who should be called an artist. Me? I'm just, me. But, I'll try to work on that.
Anyways, I'm back and I'm going to try to be much more active on here. You'll see a variety of stuff on here, possibly.
If you want to visit me on any other website my Tumblr and Polyvore accounts are listed below in my profile. You should pay me a visit.
Alright, this is turning into a rambling session so I'm going to leave and try to paint my nails which I've been saying I'd do since 10 p.m.